I'm seriously agitated right now. Is it awfully weird to feel so anxious when you can think of so many reasons that could cause it, but none of them feel right?
I don't know....It's that feeling you get when something big...bad is about to happen. There are so many devastating options.

Okay, so here's a hilarious video from this guy I LOVE on YouTube. Too bad he's gay...and not in the same part of the country...=(



Quote of the Day: “Whatever course you decide upon, there is always someone to tell you that you are wrong. There are always difficulties arising which tempt you to believe that your critics are right. To map out a course of action and follow it to an end requires courage.”

So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!")

Okay, so I usually just stick to the original versions of songs, but this guy's version of some of the songs he does is amazing-dare I say-even better than the originals! Especially these two:

So Sick By Ne-Yo



Gallery By Mario Vazquez



I really wish he would finish the songs-I want them on my ipod!!

Quote of the Day: Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must do.

So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!")

Parting Is Such A Sweet Sorrow

This is so wierd-two blog entries in one day!
Anyways, I have to share a song with the world, that no one really listens to anymore. I don't think I've ever mentioned this, but I am really fond of old music. I really like old songs by Bryan Adams and Richard Marx etc. This is one song that I was listening to and I really wanted to share.

Song lyrics | Right Here Waiting lyrics

It doesn't get anymore romantic and sweet than this. I would love to slow dance to this song, but since no one my age even knows this song, that's pretty much NEVER going to happen.

If I were to write a story to this song, it would go something like this:

A boy and a girl have been friends for a really long time. As they grow up, the slowly drift apart until they no longer talk at all. When they graduate, the go to separate colleges. A year after they finish, they meet in a coffee shop and quickly become friends again. The man has a girl friend but the woman does not. She realizes that she's fallen in love with him, and tells him this. The man gets scared and can't say anything but, 'I have a girlfriend.' The woman is broken hearted and when her job offers her a opportunity to move away, she does. The man realizes he loves her too, but he is too late, and she refuses to come back. So, he writes this song, and sends it to her. She doesn't come back yet, but she knows that in time, they'll be together, and when they are, it'll be forever.

Maybe I've heard this story somewhere before or something, but if you ask me it fits.

I'm slightly bugged right now, because I have to go 'tidy up.' AARRRGHHHH! Thats the thing I hate the most-cleaning...or actually chores inside the house. Couldn't I paint the outside or something instead?

Another quote of the day:

We meet fellow humans throughout our travels,
Become close - friends, dates, lovers.
Always we are distanced again
from death, geography, or meeting others,
Only dialtone on the phone,
cold and empty beneath the covers.

--- From "Parting is such sweet sorrow", by Patri Friedman


So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!")

Summer and Camp Rock

Wow...it's been a really long time since I've posted. Of course, that has to do with the fact that this is the first time since I last posted that I have time to breathe. I know I sounded completely insane in the last post, and I'm over that. I handled the situation, I hope, in a mature fashion.

Okay, so who watched Camp Rock on Disney? I did. I loved this song so much-

Song lyrics | 2 Stars lyrics

I hope you guys like it too!
Anyways, SUMMER ROCKS!

Quote of the Day:
Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.

So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!")

Depressing Story

Okay, I officially declare that I hate being a girl! I hate, hate, hate it! I hate the drama, the emotions, the fights and everything else! Want to hear a story? No? Well I'll tell you anyways. I was sitting in a media class today, with Rachel and Jada, and we were finishing up our last project. Our teacher announced our next project was in pairs. Now, last time we were supposed to work in pairs, we just asked him to let us work in a group of three, and he said okay. So, I hoped thats what we would do this time to. I guess I had some sort of a feeling that it wasn't the case this time, because I found myself asking about the groups over and over again. I tried to ignore the side glances between the two. Then, a minute before the sign up was over, I went to blow my nose. When I came back, they were looking at me, then at each other. When neither of them said anything, I got worried. Then, Jada spoke up. "I don't know about you, but I just want to work with Rachel right now. Sorry." She said. Her look was clear and unapologetic. That really, really hurt me. It got me thinking, what kind of 'friends' do I have. The answer to that-none-I have no friends. I have shallow acquaintances that will drop me like a hot potato whenever they want.
Now, I have to go to school tomorrow, not knowing what to do. I have not an idea when or if I'll ever feel calm enough to talk to them again.
Sadly, I have a math test tomorrow, and I just know my grade is going to suffer because I can't pay attention to the freakin' math! (I hate people who swear, but that's just what I feel like doing right now!)
If anyone is reading this, now would be a good time to say a few nice words. =(

Quote of the Day: “A friend is very different from an acquaintance. The former is tried and true; the latter only a casual shadow in one's life.”

So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!")

P.S. I'm still not happy, but I promised myself I wouldn't cry while writing. Any advice?

Heeeelooooooo?

Is anyone actually reading this blog, cause' at the moment I feel like I'm talking to myself. That might not be a bad thing, but I really need advice! How do I get video's form you tube or something onto the blog? The 'help' section confused me more than it helped me!

I saw What Happens In Vegas day before yesterday, and here's my review:
This movie is hilarious. The ending is so sweet, and it's one of those movies that you enjoy till the very end. I did feel like I could have lived without some parts, and some words. Great movie-I totally recommend it...if you're over thirteen, and only if you're over thirteen.

I also saw Over Her Dead Body this weekend. My review:
THIS MOVIE MADE MY TOP FIVE LIST!

Yup, its on this list-
the classic romance: Titanic
the sweetest summer: Tuck Everlasting
the romantic comedy: Over Her Dead Body
etc. etc.

Okay, so if you can help me with my video situation, please comment. I have nothing more to say...and this is the end of this interesting news cast.

Quote of the Day:“If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything.”

So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!")

I'm bringin' sexy back

Okay, so who doesn't love that song?
If you're saying "me," then you're officially nuts!
It might be from forever ago, but I still listen to it at all my parties! So, I'm making a party play list, cause I have a huge end-of-the-year party coming up, and I'm in charge of everything...since I'm throwing the party. Anyways, so I was listening to my iPod last night, and when I woke up, it was still going. Unfortunetly, so was the alarm clock. So, I turned the blaring thing off, and the song on the iPod changed. It was Sexy Back! Now, I'm obssesed with the song again! I think Justin Timberlake is just...amazing! He needs to do more of his music instead of doing stuff with Madonna. Not that I think 4 minutes is bad or anything, its just that Sexy Back is so much better! Yeah?

Quote of the day: I love you, and because I love you, I would sooner have you hate me for telling you the truth than adore me for telling you lies.

So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!")

P.S. If anyone knows how to upload music video's on to the blog-help please?

I can't believe it!

Guess what?! I actually have time to sit down and write! My 'friend,' Rachel over today for a while, and not only did I get my homework done, I also got my nails done, and my room cleaned. So, now, I have nothing to do...well nothing I have to do anyways. Today was...interesting. Someone told off Rachel for her ridiculous behavior, and I feel really bad! She needs to get a reality check, but even she doesn't deserve public humiliation! What makes me feel worse is the question I keep asking myself. 'If everyone thinks she's such a...wannabe...then do they think I am too? Just because I hang out with her sometimes?' I guess the fact that I'm thinking that instead of 'Oh gawd-I can't believe that happened to my friend!' is making me feel really guilty. Oh, and while she was over, I organized my CD's too! Aren't you so proud of me? Haha!

Quote of the Day: Laugh as long as you breathe, and love as long as you live.

So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!)

To Start Us Off...

My thoughts on the world get a bit...over the top sometimes. People say that if I feel strongly about something, I could go on for hours about it, and they are probably right. (I've never tried though.) I really love my friends and I like my life most of the time, but I sometimes need to vent. Guess what? This is where I'm going to vent. So why wait for next time? Here goes:
First post, first venting - about my 'friend' Rachel. (Name changed, and I'll talk about her a lot, so here's your first impression of her)

Rachel is a shallow person, and I don’t know why I hang out with her, or even talk to her. Well, maybe I do know. She used to be this wonderful and sweet person, but lately that’s all disappeared, and I guess I’m hanging on, hoping it’ll come back. All the while I know it won’t, because she likes herself more now. She likes the power she has when she bullies innocent little kids, or how she makes people feel bad about themselves by whispering just a little bit too loud. I hate it. It disgusts me, and I felt like I needed to get that out.

Now I feel a lot better, and I can move on.
My posts will get better, and I will have more to say. For now, I just wanted to test out the website, my blog etc.

Quote of the Day: “Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth."

I guess that's what my blog is to me-my mask, my truth.

So, See you later alligators! (All together now-"In a while Crocodile!")

Haha-never gets old =D

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